## How will I reach Enlightenment?  
  
Healing basking in your love  
suddenly stopped,  
you were now sunshine to another.  
  
Much pain,  
scars remain,  
craving intensifies,  
harsh words are exchanged.  
  
How will reach Enlightenment?  
I vent, I meditate, I contemplate  
my own thoughts,  
I hack my own brain.  
  
No pain,   
scars fade,  
craving diminishes,  
and this demeaning   
suffering is gone,  
in theory.  
  
But in practice it's much rougher,  
in my hero's journey,  
I juggle in my bed  
when I'm depressed.  
  
Much pain,   
scars fade  
craving diminishes,  
harsh words are heard.